My whole existence is crumbling down / I can’t seem to wear anything but a frown / A nervous breakdown, I’m about to go berserk / I try to keep it in, but it doesn’t seem to work / I am the master of my own self-destruction / Planted in me is the seed of dysfunction / This instability and overwhelming fear/ erupts into anger as I drink through my tears / I must suppress it, keep it inside / From my inner conflict, I try and hide / My daily grim existence / Will it ever cease? / These scars from with, will they ever be released? / This war inside my head, will it ever end? / My grip on reality always seems to bend / These sick fucking head games are tearing me apart / I just can’t seem to calm this dissension in my heart / Don’t know what to do, don’t know what to think / My only way to cope is to find some booze and drink / Vice after vice like a gun at my head / Filling a void with destruction and dread / NEVER ENDING DREAD – day after day / I must tread on and face what comes my way / The face of adversity is laughing at me / tormenting my fortune, bringing me to my knees / Hard I must fight / With hate I stand strong / Bow to no one and right all my wrongs / Out of spite of my enemies to never relent / Overcome the odds / Steamroll the opposition / I don’t know how long I can keep trying / Day after day I come closer to dying / Can’t let it get to me, I must look ahead / Won’t let these defeats put my world in a dread